04/24/2017 | Sphelon Diaries 0002

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Hello today deviantart.... I know it's been a cozy day that I couldn't keep my phases quickly.CURSE YOU! CURSE YOU! CURSE YOU! 
To be honest, I'm just starting a new life here in DA from one account I owned but left it out due to
personal reasons. which why I'm starting anew. (well that account hasn't close yet so I might get back someday)

It doesn't have a bad reputation of sort despite I am not satisfied with my portfolio I've made back then so...
I'd made an alt account that I made but went inactive long ago because of my internship.

Call it an excuse or not it doesn't matter as long as I stay credible to what I wrote here;CURSE YOU! CURSE YOU! CURSE YOU! 
Well I need a slow phase rebound these days and it's not that easy.

In retrospect, I've been expanding my horizon since back everything that happened in my life...
I'd missed all my friends, my teachers, my classmates and all those who become close to me back outside from this account. Made new friends whom I shared happiness with, laugh things out with my boss on a bike delivery shop, and that school where I've graduated back last 2013.Doh! Doh! Doh! 

Blush Blush Blush And here I am today, rebuilding myself to make some peace from the past.
Lived in a black and white scenario, been friends with those who couldn't made correct choices in their lives,
been dragged on mistakes due to poisonous societyBraaaaains... Dead (RIP)  only to make oppression to one another,Stabbed with a Fork! Stabbed with a Fork! 

Looks like it's true that you have to choose true friends who nourished you very much and step away
to those who are inevitably toxic, and what could possibly go wrong?

Well sometimes even the supposed good people on earth made bad choices to lose credibility of their humanity,
being narrow minded nowadays tend to make people choosy of their ideal selections when in fact they can't even look upon there own faults only to make an excuse to blame one another,.

and the problem with some bad people which frustrates everyone I believe is that they tend not to make credible peace to others they've hurt. and no wonder why some even couldn't make a proper apology like they hate to say sorry.Grump Grump Grump Grump only to slander those whom they felt angry with with false anger and false sincerity.
(IN WHICH why people lost the touch to apologize nowadays)

that's the problem with people nowadays,,,,,being too much idealistic of what they've expect  themselves and everyone and they'll only oneday end up belittling one another and even the supposed innocent people are being dragged into these kind of situations and much worst to only destroy they're own ego.Sad dummy Sad dummy Sad dummy 

Yeah yeah, we do all in fact made bad choices at one point in our livesGreetings Greetings Greetings 
and as an artist, it's hard to make a choice just for the sake of your own better good.
the portfolio, the style and what works to put and not to share.
An improvement we strive on our daily lives to make ourselves reach that happiness
we've perhaps dreamed on. With so many factors that happens in our lives to fit into one story.

Other than this long written journal. I just want to proof how humane I wrote this frustrations I have
and perhaps one day when I get back on those people whom hurt my horizon, its time to stand up and correct that
mistake we've had before with great integrity.Hug Steaming Mad! I am PISSED OFF! Spidey :x (Mad) 

P.S. perhaps one of these days I'll wrote some journals that would pertain to a bunch of my own experiences 
I had in my life before even surpassing 20 years of my life so I could make DA account credible for an artist's story perspective just so I could share every horizon I could share.

*hey at least there are some point where our lives are this way so long even when the internet wasn't introduce to our lives but it did bring some quite good memories too for those who lived in those generations.

This sphelon8565, known as the Amazing Sphelon soon to share more works with you
Age 25, signing out.
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